The Holidays!!

As the holidays grow near, I find myself not being excited about the holidays. I've had alot of ups and downs this year and it all started last holiday season. I'm not going to get into on here, but i'm just saying that I have had alot of ups and downs...however over time life has seemed to get better. It's just a shame that it had to be around the same time everything began!! I am however very excited about Thanksgiving...I can't wait to eat some yummy yummy TURKEY!! woohoo I guess it's just Christmas that I'm not too excited about. We usually spend Christmas Eve and Christmas with my mom's cousins, but now both of them are living in Dallas. I've been wanting to go to Dallas for Christmas since July...I miss them so much!! We went from seeing them everyday to relying on e-mails and phone calls and it sucks because I'm used to them only being a few minutes away and now their miles and miles away. :-( Anyway hope all of you have a Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas and a Prosperous New Year!!